Ode to Love!

They say that :
"the worst way 2 miss one is 2 sit right beside them n know that u cant have them"

Firstly I wonder how can one become that important.....How did we let them? But then again....does anything in life happen they way we think and plan? Most of it just happens......that too when u least expect it and when u r least prepared for it.........I guess love falls under the same category as well......It hits u n u reel back in its aftermath......First u r confused as to how what where when and finally why "this person".......then once u get used to the idea its all butterflies in ur stomach.....u think back on all those innocent moments shared with that person and find a story.....and wonder why u never saw it coming.....it was so darned obvious.....u think back on how u came into each others lives....feel how unplanned n impulsive it was......feel like it all happened coz it was meant to be.....coz it was destiny's one big plan which was now all falling into place.......(awwwwww say some;some say crap...lol).....u see things u never wud have in that person otherwise....observe every Lil detail......Basically walk with ur head in the clouds and ur heart out on ur sleeve......

Then a hitch; A hiccup....Isn't there one always??????? If there wasn't one every 2 steps; life wud be too god damned perfect and now that cant happen can it? That's when it happens....ur perfect fairy tale comes crashing down all over u....u either lose "the one" due to ur own stupidity or theirs(things which r too good to be true never really last anyways right).....or u wake up n realise u made a mistake(ur right she's right...does it really matter now?).....or ur story never really takes off....The end before it even began( oh yes ).......the same butterflies in the stomach either turn nauseating or give u an eternally sinking feeling depending on which of the situations above, u r in fact facing....u either cringe at the thought of the person(What was I thinking when I picked that person or was I thinking at all) or u just sit dumb( yup its my fault I lost him/her...and try to console yourself saying its better to have loved n lost than to have never loved at all or some shit like that) or u just wish wish wish that ur story starts so that with time u can also end up like the above 2 cases.......

In the end all I just want to know is.....Was it all worth it? All the time,the effort,the hope,the dreams dreamt....all the HEARTACHE.....even as I write this all out....I say my answer is Still YES.....if it were to happen all over again with the same ending...we wud probably do it the same way......Lil different maybe(there s always scope for improvement) but essentially the same way......Y? simple....love is what makes the world go around....whether its loving ur family or ur dog or ur friends or ur career or even terrorism(Kidding!)....So y shud this love be any different.....Love is after all Love......And it isn't a sin...... Inspite of everything....U would still think about the goofy smile....dreamy eyes....long legs......arrogant attitude....power walk.....all the days u sat up together talking crap....all the silly fights....the hand in hand walks.....and all the sighs and wishings and wondering what to answer when ur heart asks u y he isnt urs(for my friends whose train never took off)watever......U just cant stop...and U wont either.......!!!

And yes it Hurts!


Here's To Love,

~K